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Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:02:48 GMT

I got to breathe, I got to breathe my own breaths

I got to take, I got to take my own steps

You say you'll be there, when I get lonely

But I cant ever be lonely if your always around

I got to get out, of your hold, of your tendernes

Your smuggling me, It's choking me and You got me gasping for air

And your still here, Now You got me running away from your Love.

I dont want to fall. I know it's hard to let go. You have me standing on the edge and you gonna leave me standing

I fell once and only because. I was once in Love with, you

Is it on purpose. That this inst working

On the side, are you lyin, confideing with somebody else

I'm screaming for help. The rocks below, the waters shallow. I'll jump just to breathe

for a second, life, So I'm saying good bye

Ive jumped in and I'm loving it

Chorus

I'm free, I'm alive, so farwell, floating down stream somewhere else. Where someone elses's embrace

can let me live

Chorus

Monday, August 06, 2007

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 23:58:49 GMT

So many girls asks me why

Why dont you want a guy?

I simply say, I dont have the time

I know it's a pretty lousy reason

so I'll lay it out for ya

God gave me strength

God gave me love

He gave me peace

So I dont need em

God gave me life

God gave me beauty

He gave me truth

so I dont believe in this lie

I dont think I need to say "I love you"

to a guy who I dont even know

A few a months isnt enough

to give him my heart

and I'm trying to make you girls understand

that your hearts should never be

in the hands of a young man, who thinks

your no more than a prize not a gem

that you call a boyfriend

So that's why I say

Chorus(You)

The lie is, that you need him, but you dont

and he dont even need you, and your so willing to say that you love him

and I, truthfully and honestly, pray for the right guy for me

but for now, it's all about me and ...God

Chorus

~Candice

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Thu, 02 Aug 2007 23:30:44 GMT

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Your Choice alone

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:20:38 GMT

Do you know? That no matter where your going, no matter where your coming from

As long as your willing to take the steps your going somewhere

And we forget that no one can limit us, but ourselves

And no one can hurt us, only if we let them

Cause your always walking this road

and I know that life constantly changes

and you have the choice,

will things get brighter, or darker?

Cause this road is yours to walk on

Let your steps be your alone

Forgiveness is a beautiful thing

if gives you more than what has been taken

you have a mind dont waste time, letting it fade

take some times to magnify your way of living

Go for what you want, you'll never get it if you dont think you deserve it

Chorus

Were all guided by something, a driving light, dont be a diamond in the rough, be a diamond in the sky

you can never make it to the sky, if you always wonder how you'll get there.

Trust God and take off, he cant refuse, if you want it your heart

If you dont want your road on the ground, you can even have it the clouds

But Chorus

Once a Friend always a Friend

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 17:06:21 GMT

I know now we see things differently

but our hearts remain the same

though for both of us life seems to change constantly

but our friendship never changed

We both have are struggles

We handle them in different ways

Even when we dont agree

are ties never sway

you know what they say

Once a friend always a friend

We still have each other

God honors what we have

Even if we dont see each other

Going in and out

With and without

Are friendship always works it out

With are bond were standing strong

You know what they say

Once a friend always a friend

Forever

I some times dont understand you

How could you be confused, be so used

I can you go away, follow people who'll only

lead astray...I feel left out in the rain

Your people who'll only cause pain

But you know what say

Chorus

*Even if we dont alway speak to each other

We still have a ways to go, I guess it up to each of us to live for ourselves

but one day we'll look back, we'll see one another one unexpected day

We'll put aside, all the struggles that pulled us apart, and we'll say

Chorus

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 18:03:33 GMT

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Mother of three

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:27:04 GMT

They say we should be close

But I'm way too close for comfort

I wonder if you wonder if it shows

all these faces, illusions and phases

that your placin to hide the real you

I see underneath the sweet mother of three

You know yesterday, Wicked Witch of the west

The other day super mom, mother knows best

The day before, miss high class, stuck up nose

Can you just let go

Cause I fear what you wanna be tomorrow

~Candice Smith

It's not over

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 05:27:17 GMT

I'm not gonna run away

I'll fight this battle

i'm gonna overcome

the darkness has no hold

it's six feet under

the sun rises

reminds me of you , it's not over

that poison controls

this fire consumes

and I'm telling you

baby it's not over

I'm not counting the days

I'm living up the seconds

untill love is left

baby it's not over

I'm lifting up my shield, he is my protection

Yes, I'm lifting up my sword, he is my protection

He is my strength, my song, he is my protection

No matter how hard I try, I have to say he is still apart of me

Call me crazy, but I still believe

When all is said and done, His love will still remain

Get pass the rules and regulations

It doesnt matter anyway

When he says it's finnished

bet you'll be surprised of all the people

standing by his side, the ones you said were too weak

the ones who where strong, could stand on there own,

but they were never alone-repeat, never alone

When all is said and done

it's over

~Candice

My Evidence

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 04:48:24 GMT

So many faces

Who are you now?

Show me some reasons?

Trust the smile or the frown?

Closing in again

Straping me down

Before you take me out

Show me some Evidence

I'm not letting you take me

untill I know for sure

this world is not here to break me

overcoming for better not worse

I'm hearing the echo

Can you hear the voice?

where living just because we can

how we live is a choice, or is it?

Show me the evidence

We need your Love

The darkness isnt pulling me under

When the going get's rough

and the tough give up

are you still watching over

or have you had enough?

I spit you out, can you still pull me in

Once had the evidence

Take me back to the beginning.

No matter what I do, no matter what I believe

There's no absolute truth, you die and that's all there is

I read it on the screen, with every breath that I breath, some where deep inside me, says NO

Chorus

Turn me around. And around, and around

In my heart I never really gave up

Chained to you somehow keep me

Keep me Keep me Shackled

Chorus

I still love, is it foolish I dont know

I need peace, and I will take it with me where ever I go

Just show me the evidence

I know everything I've fought for it isnt the end

this end

Take me back to the beginning

~Candice Smith

Sunny Days

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:13:52 GMT

I think life would be a little more worth it

If you stop, always worried about being perfect

Dont you think it would be just so much better,

If you stop trying to make every one so under the weather

Stop raining on everyone parade

Cause today It's over and done

Ive rearraged you've been replaced

You can have your storm cloud

I'll have my sunny days

Even when it rains

You complain, the world is crumbing down

but you stay, let you take you down

You preconcieved notions

Wicked-witch's potions

Your mind is gettting away from you

Without you even knowing it

But I dont take a second glance

I dont worry, I know I'll get through

Yeah I know I can

Chorus

It thunders where you are

It's clear as crystal where I am

Cause you know, there's a difference than you and me

I got it all with how I think